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Sunday, August 13, 2006

11:18 PM

Life and love and why?

It's SUNDAY! in the morning God told me to head down to pay a visit to JYC. ahhh.. JYC, had a heavenly good time there. We were young and knew nothing but to serve God. Really glad to see the population in JYC to have grown so much =D , but today I think God asked me down to hear Ben Soh kor sharing. At one point he said something about living for God is not about doing this and not doing that ,it kinda struck me as he continued. God wants relationship with us not wanting us to look at christianity as a religion. Talking about relationship, yeah ok I know the BGR and stuff. On this issue, I find it hard to say that I do not want a girlfriend (not because I am gay haha) but I have to give it to God. I want a God led relationship, but as for now I guess I am not really good with girls haha. They are a mystery to me (not in a bad way), trying to know them is like scenes from X-files or something hahaha. Well I don't always know the right things to say and I bet that makes me boring at times =/. So God help me through this one hahahha help me solve this mystery that you have created hahha. For guys it would be like woooo girls, but for girls erm maybe ahhh dumb boys lol. Hmm how am I going to pray for this, erm.. God I pray that you make me good with girls erm ok wait that sounded wrong haha =x! Well God all I have to say that my love life is in Your hands, though times I stumble do remind me that you are in control =) thank you Lord. Well girls out there I apologise but God took the number 1 place in my heart, so settle for number 2? but I hope that God will be number 1 in your heart too. As for now I'll put this love thingy aside and walk with God first. I give my life into the Potter's hands!