Sunday, March 04, 2007
                       
                       11:20 PM
                       It Sips Through A Pin-Hole
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Awaking to a sunday afternoon. Found myself feeling below average, and I thought what's wrong... Hiding the feeling under the carpet in my heart, I carried on with the day preparing for church. 
Stepping into church, I stood outside the sanctuary feeling rather awkward. Like my mind pulling me back but my heart pushing forward. I realised something lately, that with trouble lingering in the back of my mind keep me away from what God is saying to me or even shouting. Being honest, the sermon came and go as how my heart felt. My heart is an empty room I guess, but it was empty because I started filling it with emptiness in the first place. Its hard now to filled it back with the right love and treasure. I guess I am only left to say help?
Reaching home and just chatting on msn. At times I don't know if my feeling are true, but some are avoiding me. Really I wonder why and would like to know. Don't leave me icing over the pain please... it causes sorrow and pain to sip through the pin-holes. Have work tomorrow so I'm turning in early goodnight world...
 PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:
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                             A chinese boy who ain't proud of his chinese results. Hates smoking, love bailey's and unsure about how life works. Smile I love God. :) bolditalic
Sean Tan
                             A chinese boy who ain't proud of his chinese results. Hates smoking, love bailey's and unsure about how life works. Smile I love God. :) bolditalic