'batteries not included

Thursday, August 30, 2007

5:04 PM

Help needed

Warning: This post contains offence content. Sorry about it if it affects you.

Back to my comfy spot on my computer chair typing in this entry. Had to do this post pretty discreetly as my dad makes his so often visit to the restroom, but I'm saying that he is just wanting to check on whether I am on my way to dream land. Friends is the word to look out for now, for what I need now is more support then nagging at me that I should just stop it. Well this is my blog and I do feel better when I type my emotions on the blog. It is like letting it out, so don't ask me to stop acting go into that emotional trance, it is like standing a side and watch me die. Times like this is when a person needs more comfort from his/her friends as you can read that he is not getting much from the world already. No offence to anyone, I'm not saying that you are wrong on asking me to place a barrier against the emotional river, it just that you make me feel worst upon doing so.

Well, anyway coming back on what I was here mainly for, my day. It was good, today took a different turn for me actually haha. No no this good vibr has nothing to do with any pretty girl, it's just that I'm just... hmmm haven't said this in a long time but happy! Not much chatters on msn but started to play back an old school computer game haha. Living the old memories =). Todays post will be rather in normal english, sorry for that. Just that with the constant checks from dad kinda stop me from thinking much deeper. For today I'll take a shallow dive.

Hmm. looking forward to tomorrow actually. School, soccer team dinner and game haha smile for the day cause I did. goodnight world...