'batteries not included

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

4:28 PM

Flight plans

I guess my flight to square one was delayed, or rather I missed the flight on purpose. Being on this plane kicks up the memories in me, like flying on a rewind button. Everything move into a familiar rhythm, like I've been on this flight before, I even know where the exits of the plane are. Where was I heading to again? or yea back to square one love airport. Oh well, let's go back to the start.

My thought stirred into a question on whether should I be on this plane? Was the timing right? Next thing I know, reports of a bad weather forcast and the landing would have to be delayed. With time bought, I really thought through as to avoid getting the right decision wrong. The weather started to remove it's grey stick ons as I felt landing at square one love airport was the right decision.

After landing from the long flight, it wasn't long before emotions continue to go on a freeflow motion. I guess it's the jetlag I got. Ahh, back at square one made all hope for a better emotion vibe just vanish. It like there wasn't a single change.

Oh well, guess I've grown dead from the emotion feasting on me. Maybe flight to square one was just a transit and then head off to a area where everything just falls in place, able to kiss the butterfly on my nose. If only if only, but looks like it's a one way ticket and I'm not heading anywhere else. Today being tuesday wasn't much fun, just stayed home and face the music from a nagging voice in my head. Tears and whines was the expression that best describe my day. Maybe someday I'll paint a smile to the day. Smile people, it makes me smile. Love you all take care and goodnight world...