Thursday, August 23, 2007
                       
                       2:11 AM
                       A vast sea of troubles
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Welcome onto the late night show with Sean. Bringing the news about his emotion weather, well as you can see rain and rain to come. A thunder storm heading south and hurricane forming in the center. Bad bad weather, even staying at home isn't safe, be wary people.
Missing the vapid stars that used to fill the sky, used to enjoy star gazing. Now even finding a place to lie back and gaze is hardly found. The weird setbacks I get, brings a bad vibe to my gut feeling. Haha are you kinda lost on what I am trying to target at with my weird sentences? Well, basically it is just talking about how I miss the old time. Where I'm careless and free, from guilt, shame and even love. Time heals it all, well I certainly hope this isn't a modern myth.
The visit to the dentist today was, simply bad. Realised that it was a false hope I was hanging onto for a month. My braces wasn't taken off today =(. Hoping it would be, but I guess I have to wait for another 3 weeks. Wasn't feeling too good about the day, but I manage to head out to meet Ryan to study. Really appreciate what he is doing for me. Thanks alot Ryan, I promise I'll get my revenge on POA since it got the better of me last year. Honestly retaking O level isn't something to be really proud of. I actually feel dumb, like everyone have moved on and I had to be hold back by the bouncer and wait for another year. Sigh. Here it comes the reenactment, of my failure. The only thing that is keeping my head up is the second chance of getting my beautiful butt into a poly. 
Winding up, I think my decision on choosing joy or not isn't mine anymore. I think I have kinda left it in somewhere and someone picked it up. Well toying with it ain't a first choice, but you sure are having me on this prank. Let's just hope and pray for a sweet ending. Afterall, tomorrow will be better right? Oral in 2 days, so maybe not.
sorry for this emotional post, but I just have to let it out. Smile for the day all.
goodnight world...
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                             A chinese boy who ain't proud of his chinese results. Hates smoking, love bailey's and unsure about how life works. Smile I love God. :) bolditalic