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Friday, August 10, 2007

2:54 PM

Fireworks my heart

Here it comes again, National Day. A annual event which forces most Singaporeans to be patriotic, some just naturally are like, my bro Ron. Waking up to Stefanie Sun's We Will Get There wasn't an ideal way of waking up or even for an alarm but what can I say, it's National Day.

Still waiting for Veronica Mars Season 1 Episode 22 to be done. Ahhh this is agony, it is like I am just missing 1 episode to start season 2.

Stayed home with my aunts, cousin and grandma for a game of old classic mahjong. Found the game like life, one moment you're high, the other way down down down. Guess it is not always rainbows and butterflies...

Switched on the box with an electrical plug and caught a glimpse of the fireworks show. Yea, just like my heart, it bursts into a million pieces. Upon the past few day, I find it hard to forgive myself. Even on National Day, sadness still patronise me. Spare me the pleasant dream. I'm getting drunk in my own emotions, like is what I'm feeling is true or just something I force myself to be. Should I be free? Am I worthy? Somebody build me a time machine, not to travel back in time, but to fast forward it till my time ends. I am an emotional guy but not emo , and yes I do have long hair but I don't put on eyeliner, with a tight black jeans and shirt to compliment it. That dressing is just plain sick. Aww. tear my paper-made heart, stain it with coffee. Smile for now i guess, it's National Day.