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Saturday, September 15, 2007

6:25 PM

Friends forever? My a**

Times took a huge leap and now we're faced with the problem of 2007. Yes, I do believe in friends forever, but there must have a certain understanding between one another. In any relationship be it friendship or BGR controversies will arise as not everyone will think the same always. But it is how both parties talk things out and understand and yes change for the better. Being stagnant with changes will not only create more friction but it just makes you a ticking time bomb and just makes people avoid you. Ok ok enough of this story, thinking about the fall out of good friends make me sick. Before I end this heart breaking story, I just want to let my good friends that I will do anything to keep this friendship going smooth. If there is anything that might cause you to think twice about me, let me know and we will talk things out. I know some of my bad points and I am trying hard to fight it. Mood swings seems to have found a spot in my heart. It's a weed I'm trying to root out.

Ahh the thought of it all gives me the chills of losing another friend. Seasons change but people don't, well don't pretend you ever forget about me. I'm a guy with a not so kick ass attitude and I have a soft spot for the ladies in my life. Always abide to my one main rule of never to hurt a lady, as it is very ungentlemanly in every way. I get led easily by the opposite crowd honestly, so baby don't phunk with my heart please, you won't fight fair. The hindering disadvantage that I give myself, only feeds the prophesy of my upcoming book of 'The Fall of Sean'. Let's just hope that all these was just a mere rumor out of the many others about me.

I, honestly am getting lost in my own post. I myself ain't sure about what message I am trying to broadcast, so whatever comes to you just take it yea. The lacking love days. It seemed that today wasn't flooded with much love as yesterday but hey what am I to say I just hope that everything is alright between us. Listening to inevitable love songs was a method I picked up in fighting the losing wars of overthinking that things just got worst between us. Hitting the cyberworld of my daily program of games being entertainment, didn't add a single bit of making me feel better. I have to work out a formula to solve this evolving thoughts which overwhelms to kill me. A chapter which was written half-way and hopes of a good ending captions my mind. I miss the serenity of days that got me feeling that I was a superhero, and no super villian could stop me from saving the world I hold so dearly, myself. Days of such seems to be far beyond the horizon and super villian, Love, fights unfairly. Blind folding me and getting the best of me in every direction. If I'm superman, Love would be my kryptonite and she would be Love's sidekick. Oh no, soon Sean finds himself love with his enemy's sidekick. What will become of him and how will super Sean continue on his battle with Super Villian Love, you'll find out in the next episode of Life, Love and Why. goodnight world...