'batteries not included

Thursday, September 13, 2007

5:00 AM

Saving last dance

Well, today was much better upon receiving a msg from you this morning. Kinda actually made me all better. Though I still wish that if we met in a different place, I wouldn't have to allow certain controversies to toy with me, and the whole idea of "the big lie" being the title of our relation. The jester's song for the day was hero-heroine by Boy like Girls. The beautified lyrics speaks in line with the little excited happiness you're tapping me with. I am just hoping things will just turn out all good. I am fighting with myself daily, a war of mind vs. heart, reality vs. things hoped for. I feel like a hero, and you're my heroine! Just take a moment out to introduce to people the band Boy Like Girls. A wonderful band with songs of a precise love dictionary. It speaks the heart of falling in love, the crazy things we would do when we are silly and in love. I think I am just silly and in love? It's a process I'm willing to go through even if it means putting my heart out on display with lurking dangers that might just stab me. Some people are against my idea, or they try to warn me. I know if I fall from this, it ain't going to be just 10 storeys, it going to be a plunging from way higher. Don't hate me please people.

I find peace in the love I am giving. Took time off today to head down to Orchard to add thing into my shopping basket. Found a shirt from Ted Baker. It was a stunning brown shirt with a poem of flower buds scattered on the shirt. At the cost of $249, it got me thinking. Well since my aunt is going to London this coming monday, I asked her to get it for me from London with hopes of it being cheaper. It should be as Ted Baker originated from London. Can't wait to wear that shirt. Now I am thinking of the colour pants that I should be looking for. Excited over the fact that I'm getting a pretty shirt. =) I love the pretty shirts, flower power I guess.

The lovey dovey lane winds around a beating heart at the same rhythm as yours. The constant overthinking gets me wanting you more and I'm addicted. Your little actions and words takes a times two effect and it just erases all dark clouds. Constantly catching me off guard and I get my head over the cloud as thought you of flow pass my mind. A perfect story of Romeo and Juilet. Flashbacks just got me all smiling and wish for a pause on time. Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

goodnight world...