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Friday, September 21, 2007

5:30 PM

The weather fallcast

Dolorous hours spelled out the day. All the walking and shopping was of sterling worth as it helps to numb the sorrows I brought upon myself. The painkiller minutes spent outside got me thinking of what will it be after all this joy and laughter ends, like misery delayed, put it all on hold. Your simple love would be the permanent bind to all this lurking desolation. The melancholy beat overwrites the jovial past of rainbow and butterflies which soon distant me from myself. A suffering which I chose, no one else to take the rap for me, blame it on me. I find myself lost in the world of up and downS. The ripple effects of questions after questions. I'll promise all this sad posting will be soon be long gone, but at the moment it works simply like good O'morphine. So people bare with me and go through these ordinary days, ordinary is a word we use to cover up the under achievement of the day. My consumption of hot tea speaks of the overrated melancholy I buy, yet knowing this fact just keeps me wanting more of it. An addiction of prolonged thoughts which forms a heart wanting more of you. You said you're facing the lack of rainbows from school and sleep, well I say I just want to be there for you. Let me play this role of bringing forth animated felicity to your stale and moulding days. If only, I knew all the right things to say, the appropriate custom that is to be offered for a sweet girl facing the unrealistic boredom/pain.

Well, despite the heavy thinking from the day, I still manage to catch a few wants from the day. I want a T-shirt from Ted Baker and a Gucci Hand Purse for men. I'll get the Ted Baker T-shirts soon, but for the Gucci goods will have to be delayed. I'm guessing it being at a $500+ worth rate. Save save for this pricey pride. Alright, I'll cut this gloomy story short, so goodnight world...