'batteries not included

Thursday, November 22, 2007

9:24 AM

10 days late

Ahh the ending of exams got me all too excited till blogging didn't exist in my head till now. I know I am running late for this post but job finding and a new addict were the delaying factors. Not a sounding excuse but it's true, my day is basically stolen by hellgate, it overwhelms my hours and permeats the day. Getting heavily involved in the cyberworld was a method I adopted to fight my losing war on the love battlefield. Picture the scene of where a soldier gets a rocket hits him in his face, yea that's me. Girls kicked my ass badly leaving me oblivious to what I did wrong or said. Some girls are sadists, they love to see a crash and burn tragedy, but they don't wait for it to happen, they choreograph this tragedy, executing the killer moves on me. I am pissed but yet confused, why do I get crap from different sources yet I am not allowed to fight back as it isn't being a gentleman. Feed on my misery and tear me apart, haunt my night and I live in regret. Each passing hour is an accumulation of emotional garbage which just stores up eating me inside out. It the perfect setting for a break down. I'm not even sure if there are readers now, but I have no where else to turn to share this piece of my mind other than to blog this love/hate portrait. I wish something will turn the table of my drastic and backstabbing days. I tried so hard to be nice, yet you play me round, a harden heart finds it difficult to trust. I'm off in search of a long with rainbows and butterflies. Paint my town red please, it's black.