'batteries not included

Thursday, January 24, 2008

3:51 PM

Butterfly

Hello again, it's been a long while and I'm honestly trying to get used to blogging on a regular basis. Passing my time with the least expected job and new friends. It's a joyride that tracks over the ups and downs of our daily problems. Abiding to one another about oour problems at work is a method we adopted to fight the losing war of wanting time to move faster. Sometimes love feels high up in the dreamy clouds, till reality strikes it back down to earth. I hope it won't be long till I break free and turn into a butterfly. I tie myself down to my made believe hopes, and dream to see it come to pass. I can only blame myself for this act of stupidity due to my ignorance for reality in the love world. Guess what I saw and learnt from the love movies are fairytales to the real world. "Hush hush", goes the crowd, "don't feel like a lonestar, you ain't alone". Thanks people for the cheers and beers, but when my smile gets old and faded, just know that I loved.

Work work with a racing mind and tragic eyes, adding on would be the ticking of a doomsday clock of the O levels. In hope for a new break away in poly, and not the army. Meanwhile I'll find something to pass my time as I wait for so many things to weave it's way out or around.

I know I'm weak now but I'm hanging on, alright that's all for my post. goodnight world...