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Thursday, January 24, 2008

5:25 PM

Retainers

Boo! Back with another piece of my mind post. Today wasn't that bad of a day, just the flash thoughts of getting my result tomorrow scares the crap out of me, from time to time. It's a thought which never fails to bring my day rating from a +1 back to a zero. A contradiction of hoping to end work fast but yet a wanting to slow down the doomsday clock. The fading fine line of emotions delivers me into state of perplexity. Emotions are tossed like in a salad dish, getting high at a moment then smashing back down into the bowl. Love, results, and work were the main ingredients for this salad.

So many things I want to do though at the moment, I want to play soccer, go clubbing, hang out with Akarad and gang, I want to go into a poly, I want to run, I want to go back to having a low-carbo diet and I want to break down. With so many things to do, I could just go crazy. -Sings *So little time to so much to do, I rather spend my days with you.*.

Back on track, I feel now I'm going through a retainer process, to hold back and stay in position, moving neither forward nor backward, but all for a good cause. Guess we'll go easy on love, it's paper hearts we're dealing with. alright good night world...